A Holy Week reflection by MLP field organizer Michael Adee
Growing up in southern Louisiana, palm branches were easy picking. Palmetto grew wild all over the piney woods near our home. As a young boy having been loved into faith within a small Presbyterian church and by my parents, the ritual of waving these palm leaves was a mystery to me. Palm leaves seemed out of place at church, and yet, so at home in the woods.
Palm Sunday, a triumphal reception fit for a king and entry into Jerusalem. It seems like a set-up. As I waved a palm branch this morning at the United Church of Santa Fe, a part of me wanted to cry out, "Watch out, Jesus. The story is not over." In her sermon, the Rev. Talitha Arnold, recounted a phrase from a Palm Sunday service at Yale she attended years ago. "I cannot believe in a God who does not understand me," said the Lutheran minister in that chapel service.
Maybe Holy Week is a reminder that indeed God does understand. God
understands the human condition, your life, mine. God understands.
Kathleen Norris confesses in Amazing Grace,
"When I first began to attend church services as an adult I found it
ironic that it was the language about Jesus Christ, meant to be most
inviting, that made me feel most left out."
Norris goes on to say, "I began to realize that one of the most
difficult things about believing in Christ is to resist the temptation
to disincarnate him, to not accept him as both fully human and fully
divine. The normal human tendency is to succumb to the errors that
Gregory Wolfe delineates: "When emphasis is placed on the divine at the
expense of the human (the conservative error), Jesus becomes an
ethereal authority figure who is remote from earthly live and
experience. When he is thought of as merely human (the liberal error),
he becomes nothing more than a superior social worker or a popular
guru."
Norris offers, "The orthodox Christian seeks another way, that of
living with paradox, of accepting the ways that seeming dualities work
together in Jesus Christ, in our own lives. For me, this has meant
trying to hear the gospels in a way that allows me to reject a
simplistic dualism in the interest of a creative tension between flesh
and spirit, faith and reason, even God and Caesar."
Our own Church seems to resist relaxing into and embracing this
creative tension between flesh and spirit, sexuality and spirituality,
being human and divine. It seems that we have forgotten that all
of us, not just some of us, are created good in the image of God.
Moreover, we have forgotten that our human differences including who we
are, who we fall in love with, and how we make love are part of this
glorious creation, resurrection and liberation.
The poet Rilke said, "Who is this Christ, who interferes in everything?"
Interference. Not a word that contemporary Christianity wants to
associate with Christ. Where does "interference" and the
table-turning, status-quo challenging radical Jesus fit into the
present day formula we have created of "peace, unity and purity?"
Maybe we need a little interference.
This morning at the United Church, I understood for the first time why
as a young boy I thought those palmetto leaves seemed so out of place
in church, but at home in the woods. They did not fit, they were out
of place. They were to live in the woods, they belonged there. Norris
speaks to the experience of "out of place-ness" when we do not embrace
the creative tension of being both human and divine, of flesh and
spirit.
As I travel our church working for LGBT equality and justice, people
often tell me how out of place they feel at church. Just like those
palmetto leaves. The problem is not with the people, it is with the
church. And, of course, they are prudent to ask if they will be
welcome, or safe, at church. The "all are welcome" sign at the front
of the church could just be another Palm Sunday, a set-up. Or, it could be the truth.
Are we willing to remove all of the barriers that prevent people from
feeling at home in our church? Are we willing to accept the example
and call of Jesus to interference, or will we play it safe?
Resurrection, liberation is possible.
Holy Week is a reminder that indeed God does understand. God
understands the human condition, your life, mine, all lives. God
understands.
with hope and grace,
Michael |